Why and how am I so fucking patient with him? Is it because I believe so strongly in love? And loves power to make things feel good.. What if they’re just not good? What if I need a break from everything? What if I want to go abroad and teach for a year you broken son of a bitch? You don’t even want to live together! You say you want to marry me. You placate me. I don’t care about getting married! I care about whether I can trust you when I’m not around, you selfish withholding asshole. I care about how you tell your girlfriends you miss them and love them. Don’t fucking do that. It’s completely inappropriate you insensitive dumbass. I’m done with you for now. We’re not going to be in contact for a few days. Fuck Off.